Intuitive painting

When I became a serious painter, I needed to release my intuition from its quiet years, silenced in the service of logical reasoning.

I wanted my intuition to be more active in my painting practice and processes.

So I went to the master - or mistress, perhaps - of expressive arts, Chris Zydel. With her, I learnt how to let my creative voice be heard and to find there ‘the colour, shape or image that wants to be painted next’. And then to attend to what turned up in the painting process and explore what was offered as insight into my emotions and my life.

I’ve recently completed her teacher training course and graduated as a ‘Master Facilitator of Intuitive Painting and the Expressive Arts’.

Now I am preparing my own workshops to take this practice forwards, and develop my own way of working with her brilliant ideas.

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On the hunt for astonishing art in the Hamburger Bahnhof

To Berlin’s Hamburger Bahnhof Museum to see some contemporary art . The main exhibition called “Church for Sale” was what brought me there but inspiration and astonishment came from other exhibitions.

“They transfer found images and commercially available objects into the realm of art, opening up a horizon of meaning that goes beyond their original use.”

Maybe I’ve just got too familiar with this kind of conceptual transfer but I didn’t personally encounter newly extended horizons of meaning that contributed to my political or social awareness. This kind of work quickly loses its novelty and there has to be more beyond the novelty. It’s hard to fix, or describe, what that ‘more’ might be when claiming a place in the ‘realm of art’. The best I can do for the moment is to show 3 artworks that spoke to me and seem to deserve such a place.

 

From the Berlin Biennale, two pieces caught my attention: Birender Yadav’s Walking on the Roof of Hell and Tammy Nguyen’s paintings of the stations of the cross. In the exhibition of new acquisitions, I found the room-size installation Museum of Ostracism, created by Sandra Gammara Heshiki. Each reveals a deep concern for social justice at heart, and each for me is an artwork, in that the eye is caught, held, fascinated by materials, composition, form, colour, making. I’ll place photos of them below for your attention.

Walking on the Roof of Hell, Installation view

 

I related to the colours, textures and shapes of the wooden sandals in their arrangement on the floor. When I read about their purpose and looked at the photographs of feet, I felt appalled and sad. My empathy was activated by seeing feet in detail - memories of cutting my grandaughter’s tiny soft toenails and of rubbing cream into the weary feet of my mother when she was ill.

 
 

These paintings were so beautifully done - I gazed for ages at the brush strokes, the layers and the overlapping colours. I found the collages of ships and use of metallic paint. Again, the title information surprised me and sent me back to look at the content more closely, trying to find the fragments of the figure of Jesus and the details of the setting.

 
 

This display astonished me by faking a traditional museum display so cleverly - trompe l’oeil painting created 3d effects on flat sheets of acrylic. I was then forced to reconsider my initial reactions to the ‘objects’ and think about the fact that I found them intriguing and inspiring as artworks. I was taken in by the installation - how far have I been taken in by years of museum-visiting and by art history…? I’m still thinking about that.

Jan Martel suggests that good art is art that astonishes:

To be astonished is to be caught unawares by the revelation of realities denied or repressed in the everyday. Astonishment has an intellectual as well as an emotional component – in it, the brain and the heart come together. Far from distracting us from the strange and the uncanny in life, the astonishment evoked by great artistic works puts them square in our sights. The work demands that we feel and think the mystery of our passage through this body, on this earth, in this universe. We realize afterward that the world is not what we thought it was: something hidden, impossible to communicate though clearly expressed in the work has risen into the light of awareness, and the share of the Real to which we are privy is proportionately expanded.

J F Martel, Reclaiming Art in the Age of Artifice: A Treatise, Critique, and Call to Action

(a good read - this quote was gratefully re-found on barbararachkoscoloreddust.com)

Almost-an-artist-residency: How did we get here?

I have arrived in my beloved Berlin to start work with the Berghof Foundation for the next three weeks. This residency emerged from my desire to experience more of the rich working alongside in dialogue that I became aware was possible during the two years (2015-17) I spent in Berlin as artist-in-residence and Senior Research Fellow at Cinepoetics Center for Advanced Film Studies, Freie Universität. I discovered then the deep delight of painting alongside people who were engaged in a quite different world (in this case, film theory) and yet who were willing to explore connections with my practice. My work was invigorated – by the city, by the films we watched together, by our discussions about metaphor. I invited people to share my studio space at intervals and they went away refreshed, thinking a little differently after experience with paint and colour and form.

Complex connections (detail), acrylic and marker pen on crumpled paper, Lynne Cameron, 2022

After this, I developed my own version of an artist residency within an organisation, that would not only be about my work as influenced by the organisation but also about sharing some aspects of studio practice – the commitment, the joy of getting lost in painting, the excitement of emerging ideas. 

Out of respect for their work and to connect with my long term interest in conflict transformation, I offered to trial this model of a residency with the Berghof Foundation. Coronavirus, and the need for people to work from home, has changed the residency model yet again, to online mode. Having developed an online ‘un-residency’, I realised that this had the very positive advantage of being able to be carried out from anywhere, including Berlin.

 So here we are!

My temporary studio, with the painting Complex Connections

I’m not based in the Berghof Foundation office but up the road in Prenzlauer Berg in an apartment where I’m setting up a small temporary studio. I’ve carried a few supplies from UK and will replenish them from the riches of this city. So far I have some lovely cardboard to paint on (a box from the local Aldi), five Molotow markers from the nearby store that sells aerosol paints, some post-it notes, and some thin paper that was used for wrapping paintings in my suitcase.

I am really ‘trusting the process’, and excited to find out what can happen in the next three weeks of this almost-a-residency, working alongside in dialogue.

Art and conflict transformation - a new journey begins

I have recently hosted two workshops from my Scottish studio for staff from the Berghof Foundation in Berlin. This is a wonderful NGO that works in peace-building and conflict transformation, and today they celebrate their 50th birthday. I find their mission statement profoundly moving and important:

  • While conflict is inevitable, violence is not. We bring people in conflict together, creating space for conflict transformation.

I'm delighted to be working with the Berghof Foundation as artist-in-residence as part of their 50th anniversary celebrations. There will be lots more to share with you about this partnership when I travel to Berlin to spend time in their office, hopefully in the spring of 2022. Meanwhile, Zoom allows online studio visits and we have begun exploring connections between art and conflict transformation.

This week we looked at the work of Issam Kourbaaj.

Dark water, Burning world  Issam Kourbaaj

Dark water, Burning world Issam Kourbaaj

Throne of Weapons, Cristovao Canhavato (Kester)

Throne of Weapons, Cristovao Canhavato (Kester)

My own painting practice connects with conflict transformation through its underlying values and themes - “attending to the beauty in our damaged world and to our brave attempts at building relationships across misunderstanding and conflict”.

Farming again, acrylic on card, Lynne Cameron, 2014.

Farming again, acrylic on card, Lynne Cameron, 2014.

This painting came out of visiting conflict transformation practitioners in northern Kenya several years back. We stopped to notice a new fence in the landscape and heard how important it was as a symbol of decreased violence in the area. People who had been too scared to farm had returned to their land and started digging to plant crops.

I am excited by the two-way interaction of the Berghof residency and to seeing how this influences new work.

A note of sadness

I have lost a dear friend, Eileen Rositzska, who died suddenly last week. I met Eileen during my time in Berlin, after she returned from studying in Scotland, completing a PhD researching war movies. Eileen had a special kind of energy about her. It turned out that she was musically gifted, writing the music and words for her own songs, playing keyboard and guitar. The musical side of her life mattered so much to her and I loved our collaborations. She came to play her keyboard at the finissage (closing event) of my Berlin exhibition. She organised trips to several jazz clubs in Berlin, and we saw Elton John in concert. Eileen made things happen and she made them enormous fun.

One day I sent her a video I had made with art made in response to movies, and back came the video with a sound track - she had added a song that she had written.


When I made a second video, she wrote a new song based on the title of the artwork series – Notes in the Dark. Each part of that was wonderful but she also worked out and added the music so that it timed exactly with the video. We gave the video its London première in September 2018, and Eileen flew in from Berlin.

More recently Eileen compiled and sent themed playlists to a group of us who had met online to keep our creativity alive during lockdown. Here’s one of them on the theme of Sparks:

Eileen was indeed a spark that burned bright and illuminated our lives. She gave so much and was so smart. No wonder we feel so deeply sad ~

She sang her own song. acrylic on canvas, 50 x 60 cm. Lynne Cameron, May 2021. For Eileen.

She sang her own song. acrylic on canvas, 50 x 60 cm. Lynne Cameron, May 2021. For Eileen.

Following lines through abstract paintings

In this post, I reflect on how lines are used in two very recent paintings, zooming in to details of the works to illustrate.

Sit lightly with your desires acrylic and pencil on paper, 61 x 84 cm, Lynne Cameron 2021

I draw and paint lines across the surface of the paper, continuous or broken lines. Lines curve around and across each other, forming organic shapes. Or lines approach each other but refuse to touch, creating tension.  Or they divide and branch onwards to growing tips.

Lines are pressed into the paper or gently stroked across the surface. A line can be bold or hesitant. Organic curves are drawn with a bold pencil, and stroked with a brush full of paint, at arm’s length, standing and moving from my shoulder. The body makes curves by default. When I paint straight lines, I grip the brush and move from the wrist. Straight lines are so hard to do freehand that I employ masking tape or an edge of card to keep them sharp.

Nature makes curves by default. The stream curves around the beach before meeting the sea. Stones are rounded by the waves. The hills are rounded by years of weathering. The long grass bends in the wind. The body of a small bird curves, a pregnant belly, a child’s cheek. The sea and sky are separated by what looks like a straight line, although it is actually a curve so gentle we cannot see the bending. An occasional slate rocks cracks in lines and right angles.  Otherwise, square and straight requires measurement and machines

In my paintings, straight lines and edges serve to emphasise organic curves through contrast.

And then there is the ending of lines. As potter Bernard Leach wrote:

“The ends of lines are important; the middles take care of themselves.”

To get smoothly to the end of a line, I need to look ahead and work towards it. Depending on the shape and angle of the brush, the end can form a point, an oval, a frayed edge.

The soft expanse of the day. acrylic and pencil on paper, 61 x 84 cm, Lynne Cameron 2021

Stranded

is a photo~poem, developed while walking on a local beach

Stranded,  Lynne Cameron, 2020.  Christchurch, New Zealand

Stranded, Lynne Cameron, 2020. Christchurch, New Zealand

strand is an old English/Norse word that refers to the part of the beach revealed as the tide goes out, that lies between high tide and low tide. As such, it is a temporary and always shifting space.

There was originally a further stanza to the poem - the choice of photo affects how many words can ‘fit’. The end result is neither poem nor photo, and both poem and photo. I am fascinated, and sometimes frustrated, by the dynamics of interaction between image and verbal meaning.

Composing feels like a process of offering affordances and attending to what emerges —

Concrete poetry, and empathy again

I decided to make a concrete poetry piece by hand. After writing fence in a fence shape at least seven times before it was good enough - because at the last link concentration would lapse and some letter would fall out of place - I have a renewed respect for monks who spent their lives copying manuscripts..

This piece connects to my on-going concern with conflict transformation and empathy. How good we are at building walls and fence to keep the Other out!

Keeping out the Other, Lynne Cameron 2020

Keeping out the Other, Lynne Cameron 2020